The taste of ink is getting old...

Blah, Blah, Blah... I just don't know how to feel anymore. It seems that so much in my life is a problem. No money, no health insurance, truckloads of debt, and it is so frustrating to me right now that I can't help Jason find a job that he really fits into or even likes for that matter and he likes the people he works for. He would like to go to school but that always circles around to the stupid money matter.
Right now he is working at a "phone" job where people call in and are angry because they want to cancel a subscription to a "free" trial of weight loss pills that they get charged for after their 2 week "trail". So he gets to be as snotty as he likes to them and get away with it. And when he isn't taking calls he gets to sit on his ass and play on the Internet. If I know Jason the way I think I do this will be fun to him for a short, short time and he will end up getting frustrated with being bored and some how get into trouble. I have seen it happen before when he worked for IHC. I just feel sick and worried about it. I am not sure exactly what bothers me so much its such a huge stew of feelings right now but my female intuition tells me something is wrong... Just don't know what, yet...

My lil Cowboy

About a week ago my mom and I took Drake to have his pictures taken. They turned out so cute! I am so thankful for the technology we have today and I am able to capture those little moments in time. Because Drake is growing up so quickly! Not only that life is going by quickly too. Its cool that I have documentation for my kids and grand kids to look at and remember our family with. :) Yay for pictures!!!