It's the climb...

So I decided to write another blog. Things haven't been 100% lately to be perfectly honest. I wish I could sit here and lie and make us look like the perfect family, but alas we are not. :(
I don't think there is truly a perfect family out there, they all have their problems. I feel like nothing I do makes things better for Jason and Drake sometimes. I feel like I don't make Jason as happy as I should as his wife. He tells me I do, but I feel like I could do more for him sometimes. I want him to be happy so much and I feel that I am taking it away from him. Just lots of stuff that's been going on tells me that. :( I love him with my whole soul. I hope he knows that.
And Drake gets so upset with me all the time because I feel like I am constantly telling that kid no. It breaks my heart but I have to do it. SOOO hard not letting him have his way all the time, but I know if I do I will regret it later. And as always with every blog I write I have to mention how much I hate money!!! YUCKY MONEY!!! Lol no new story there, same shit different month.
On Sunday we took Drake to see his new hero, Thomas the train! He LOVED it. It was so fun to see him sooo happy. It made my whole week, (which was a very lousy one) so it felt really nice to feel so happy.
And I decided to take up art again as a mood booster. I love being creative, and not to be cocky, but I am a pretty good artist, :) haha!
Anyways that's all for now!

Boo-boos

SO hellooooo everyone. Life has been going better lately. I have been working 3 jobs and Jason working 2, trying to make ends meet that never ever gets met? Hahaha...
Even though some things are looking up there is always some big ugly thing that looks down. I found out my big sis is really sick which makes me very very sad. I have been reading up on it trying to find out all I can. :'( Please just pray for her that she will make it through everything ok. I love her very much.
Jason and I worked in Laurel's yard ALL DAY today and Drake just ran around and played. He fell and scraped his knee today! His very first boo-boo! :D yay! Weird I am cheering for him being hurt? Yeah, but... What kid doesn't get owies? We cleaned it up, blew on it and bandaged it up! He is so boy its adorable! He ran through the sprinkler today too and just laughed so hard the whole time. I love to watch that kid grow and play and see how tough he is. Just like his daddy! He is starting to say a lot more sentences. He just says them sooo fast you have to pay really good attention or you will be like, wtf did he just say???? Hehe...
I saw Becca's baby a few weeks ago and he is sooo precious and teeny! Makes me want a little one again! Which reminds me!
WE HAVE HEALTH INSURANCE!!!!! HELL YEAH!!!!!! I am so excited! I get to go to the dentist and the ob and get some problems fixed for much cheaper!
And... I am trying to think of other stuff going on... I lost 5 more pounds that I have kept off for a few weeks! Yay! And I am tan... and I wore shorts for the first time in 3 years today! Hooray for faded stretch marks! Took you long enough! Anddddd I can't think of anything else right now... Hmmmm... Oh g’s I guess I’m done til’ next time! :) <3